Later As if there was a tomorrow Later As if something else existed Later As if the opportunities weren’t missed And so Life goes By us Because we wait For Later.

I carry my heart heavy It weighs at least one ton And I carry it in my hands Up a hill always higher I carry my heart through The days the pains the shames The shapes of guilt and wanderings I carry my heart like a stone I feel, feel, feel And I cry just about as much I carry my heart a little higher And the day I’m tired I will rest I’ll put my heart down gently I’ll rest and look at the mountain My gaze on the horizon Where the sun will be setting And with my heart as a pil

Speak to me of magic The real magic of real love No facsimile non-attachment Just the really real thing Your real lips on my real lips And my real thighs in your real hands The real openness in my readiness Magic when you come close to me The pain of the pleasure Because it’s so close, and so fine So complete, so specifically chosen Undertaken possibilities and blank minds The feeling of your touch When everything you do feels right Every second is eternal All thoughts infini

I have known cities Cities of lost gold and dust Temples of silver clouds and vast Lands of dreams and desires I have known oceans Oceans of pearls and water snails Caves filled with iridescent snakes Miraculous places of Earth I have known people Beautiful, sinful and radiant people Humans of all walks and stories Entire colleges of knowledge and such I have known magic In the eyes of the beholders I have known ears For those who have ears heard I have know alchemy Khemet tr

Innocence visited me again She sat at my table and looked at me I offered her my best tea Outside, it was pouring rain It was night Innocence sat down And dipped her lip in my tea Your tea is made of tears, she said I cried some more So she would have enough to drink I cried when she pronounced the words Love again Innocence was a woman That looked like my mother But she had never been touched She reminded me of before Before I was touched Before I knew how to say no To no av